i think i'm really a lucky person. when i feel down there're always ones by my side... even the one i'm supposed to hate had been giving me support... well, maybe i have been just taking things for granted, and i want to change now.

well, at least i don't feel 'hopleless'. though my future is still a dream, a mistery for me, but there's still a slice of light i can see and want to reach. i'm not in total darkness, but just want more light. well, i'm too greedy.

fenniu really plays very good badminton. if she'd been training like the players in china, hehe, today may have become a world class player liao. i have confidence of her playing single, but she seems quite reluctant, but we have no choice. jh has not played for long, zh is ok, but not so strong as fenniu. and we don't know the players from other classes. the worst senario is that franklin cunt play because of olympiad. then... if the boys single from the opponent is too strong, we can just let fangyong play single and bet on fenniu's and the mixed double match lor. we cannot afford to lose a single match lor. of course if all are going for fun, then nvm, just anyhow play.

realised that actually can use chinese high khai kee hall to play on saturdays and sundays. but these two weeks the hall is used for graduation day. don't think it will be open...

have to do a bit pw... don't like it.