reborn

走出黑暗的世界吧,朋友
虽然外头依旧是漆黑一片
然而那里有暖和的阳光
有轻轻吹拂的风

走出黑暗的世界吧,朋友
虽然外头依旧是漆黑一片
然而那里有花儿的芬芳
有人间真挚的温暖

只要你把你的双手伸出来
把你的心窗打开
你的眼睛已被无情的手遮掩
请不要让心灵也给掩盖

走出黑暗的世界吧!朋友
关心你的朋友们在切切期盼
希望你和他们分享生命的曙光
陪伴你走过漫长的黑暗

i was dead, then reborn.

i realised i shouldn't have been so mean to my parents, esp after calling them last night. they indeed wanted to cheer me up, but the problem is that they are so far away.

chatted with one of my junior last night, the whole night, and almost told him the whole thing. hehe, he's even older than me lor. but nvm. felt a bit weird at first, but then realised we have quite a no. of things in common. hehe, we are both scorpions mah, and think in quite the same way. yups, he indeed tried to cheer me up, and i really feel much better. that's not the end of the world yet.there are other opportunities.

realised that maybe i've been stressed too much on the academic side. but i'm just a bit lost. my future is blur, and it makes me blur also. yups, actually i can spend more time on pw, sat, fos, such kind of things.

i'm just afraid of being alone, that makes me 胡思乱想. my roommate is staying in my clustermaster's room nowadays, and we seldom meet and speak to each other. that's why i have to wander around in my junior's rooms. i want to have someone in my sight. better still, if he/she can talk to me.

yups, no need to depress myself so much. no need to be so mean to myself...