人生因为遗憾而美丽。

i deleted all entries with her name in. hehe, actually 4 in total, all very long ones. hmm, of course i left a copy in my own laptop. don't feel i have the right to publicise it unilaterally. anyway they r sort of one-sided, and i'm only telling my own version of story.

i'm thinking less of the past, but more of the future. but at least, by now, i cannot see my future clearly. there r just too many factors. academic, cca, luck, relationship, not forgetting the damned shit evil money.

my future is just a big question mark. what i know is: every minute i spend for slacking may cost me tens or hundreds of times of time to recover. every one more cent i spend, every one less cent i will have, either for my education or for daily leaving. basically i'm just using my parents' money... i'm longing for that day when i can spend the money made out of my own capability.

but that day seems so far away, so long ahead.

i won't be enjoying the jc life for the whole life, unless i get endlessly repeated, haha...

i'm still slacking, i'm still spending.

我大概是世界上最期望天上掉馅饼的人了。甚至希望‘天上掉下个林妹妹’。

i'm a innate lazy bone, hehe.

shall i say i regret some things done in the year of 2003?

i shall say yes.

if given a chance, if i can spend yesterday once more, am i going to act differently?

most likely not.

or i won't have opportunities to say sorry.

i shall say 03s34 is the best class i've ever been in. thank u all.

茫茫人海，总是陌生的面孔。能在一个班上，天天相见，已经是很有缘分的事了。

因为我们是一家人，相亲相爱的一家人
有缘才能相聚，有心才会珍惜
何必让满天乌云遮住眼睛
因为我们是一家人，相亲相爱的一家人
有福就该同享，有难必然同当
用相知相守换地久天长