labels

people give themselves labels, or rather wat he thinks about himself. he is also given a label by others.  if the two labels happen so that they do not match. the person is angered, confused, bushuanged.
 
i'm bushuanged.
 
jokes or not i don't like it. I AM ABSOLUTELY NOT THAT KIND OF PEOPLE! STUDY SMART? MEMORY MACHINE? RESORT TO TUTORIAL WHEN I'M UNHAPPY? WHAT A BULLSHIT!! $##%$%^%^&^*&^^!@#@*
 
i'm not angered. just bushuanged. be it a joke or not. i'm taking it serious. two years coming to the end and i become such kind of a person? i'm not well educated but i'm definitely such kind of nerd!!!
 
so i have to tell myself again, 不以物喜，不以己悲. i have to abide by this.
 
values, yes, 心止如水，that's what i meant by 'mental composure'. english is such a lousy language that it can't express many things. wonder why chinese kids are smart? why ancient china is a much greater civilisation than those western barbarians? coz we speak chinese! we think in chinese. this is a faster way! english has only 1/10 sounds produced by chinese, not to say the 四声. result? to express sth, english may need 2 音节 while chinese only needs 1. we don't have those troublesome plural froms or watever. thus we think faster in chinese, as we usually think in the same language as we speak. know why japanese (f*ck the jap, let their 自慰队 go and m*sturb*te till they die of exhuastion of sp**m [*尽而亡]) always copy others? coz they think too slow! their japanese can only produce 1/2 sounds in english! try to recite 九九乘法表 in chinese in english. definitely u will find that the chinese version is faster. that's it. our brain speed is faster.
 
hehe...... i think only the english speaking people can be that 'wise' enough to put off mandarin, even though some of them chinese themselves.