Scholarship Day

for most of the times it really hurts when thinking about scholarship matters, not to say career choice. shall i give up my PRC citizenship to get a scholarship? that means i will have to limit my future to singapore. 新加坡什么都好，就是太小. and it is suspected that at the end the agencies will not trust u when u r serving the bond or working for them coz u r not a native singaporean. anyway, there're few scholarships for foreigners, which is quite natural. singapore government and people have wasted quite a large amount of money on us group of scholars. it's a fool to give a foreigner a hundred-thousand or even million worth scholarship and let him flee away.

being a singaporean is so fortunate. u don't have to think about all these, hehe.

anyway... requested admission information for several more us universities today online... hehe... someone has already received application materials... but i haven't though i'll filled up my particulars in the mailing list... nvm.. shall wait some more... it's like fun... i dunno how many i shall apply... but won't 吊死在一颗树上. maybe i shall choose a not so good university so that they shall give me full financial aid. or request financial aid for top universities like yale or havard... hehe... since the percentage of successful applicants do not differ with respect to requisition of financial aid... just try my luck... us universities really make a lot of money through application exercise... i think i'll be bankrupt after paying the registration fees.

oh yar... haven't gone to MIT website... hehe... nerds' school... won't be bothered... with my mere sat score it shall be a joke applying to them... hehe.

and the first problem is whether i can get the scholarship... already got only a band 2 for PW... bleah.. have to get 4 As, 2 Ds, and at least A2 for GP.... aya... 早知道就好好读GP了。