chatted yun for the whole afternoon. sorted all the things out. and yeah, feel much better now. we two are different personalities, but that doesn't matter. we r still friends. and i won't behave as foolishly as before, when i lost HER, totally. SHE and I are just strangers.
yun thinks very much differently from me. half expected. but she'll a good gal on the whole. just different people have different values.
greeted mich on msn today. just want to let her know she's not neglected. i don't konw whether she knew my intentions. hope she's better. referred to kenny's as well. he's as sad as mich.
and visited xx's blog also. haha, know a lot of things.
tomorrow school again, haiz

i went to michelle's blog today. very sad. poor girl, so obsessed. i tag sth there, but dare not put down the true name. hope she'll recover soon.

these several weeks are the most crucial for me. a lot of deadlines to be met, a lot of stuff to be done. good luck to me. i can do it. !!!

Block Test的成绩终于出来了。不是太好，AABD，只能说是underperform,也不能说是失常。哈哈，幸好我有二十五分之四分半的记录，不然我看到futhermath section a 的时候真的会哭出来。

今天是library investiture 的日子。还是蛮好玩的，认识了几个新朋友。hehe,我的GPFC只有我一个member,也不知是好是坏。

有些时候，心里有很多话，却又写不出来。

昨天fan he msg 我，说我一天脸色很难看，是不是因为考试没考好。没考好是真的，但脸色不好？不会吧。或许是我看不到自己，所以不知自己脸色如何。

其实，我真的不希望她再发这样的msg给我了。或许这也是她安慰我的一种方法，表示她还是我的朋友，还在关心我。但我真的承受不了这份关心。我只是会为此感到更加的痛苦。分手了，就别来烦我。

至于sasha，却离我越来越远了。在她面前，我似乎又回到了初中的时代，青涩的季节。她跟fan he实在有太多的共同点，都是sattigarus，字都写得几乎一模一样。今天又远远的看见了她。她进了coucil后，就开始疏离了我。history seems to repeat itself.我该怎样呢？

我是否曾走出过fanhe 的阴影，还是一直停留在她的掌心呢？

上帝是公平的，他拿走了你一样东西，也一定会给你一样东西作为补偿。

或许吧。

明天不一定会更好,但更好的明天一定会来.

just registered on this place. quite fun.

have just read some of my classmates' blogs. don't know what they would feel if they know. but really, up till then i realised that i had known too little about them. i seem to have lived in a world of my own.

goodbye michelle it's hard to die, when all the birds are singing in the sky...

such blogs are like diaries, web diaries, in those bbs. i've not kept a diary since a long time ago, the last time was when things get entangled with rabbit, when in china, almost five years ago, when my heart first experienced the impulse of BGR. and now, i just want to have a archive of what i have been thinking. hope somebody who reads my blog will also share something with me. maybe.

i'll still somehow obsessed with BGR now. i'm just an escapist, never courageous enough to stand up for the challenge. dunt know.

yeah, and lastly, thanks, and sorry to , michelle, xx, kenny and anli. maybe i just should not be so curious that i read your blogs. and michelle, i really enjoyed the BBQ.

haha